Tired of Cry

05 June, 2006

Pain is not gone yet but I try to deal with it no matter how hard it is to me. Oh yes, I won't ever forget how sweet our days we had when we were having fun together. Now, only the pictures can bring me back to those memories.

I miss you, Mom! I know you are with God in a better place now.




Having a good time at strawberry festival and a long walk around Sky Meadows State Park was a good try in getting rid of my pain for short while. Not knowing any notice, I turn my face back to reality, hey my eyes still tear up then. This pain is so great and has not subsided yet. I wish I could run, I wish I could hide it. I know one great powerful way to deal with my pain is to give it to God that He will take it away.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart to friends and relatives who are so kind for showing love to me and to my family during this difficult time.